i’m so very tired. I literally know what it means when people say I just didn’t feel like getting out of bed. I get up to pee and take meds and drink fluid but ostly I feel only able to sleep And i have he wildest dreams, too.

I hurt on the inside but everyone says that’s the chemo working in me. that’s good.

Was at the hospital most of yesterday, hooked up to iv fluids and pain killers and ant-nausea meds. That was lame but reassuring to do because I was concerned i was taking too much or mixing bad medication. Turns out we were doing fine with the meds, just hadn’t gotten down a good ysstem for the yet. We have now and the meds are fine.

i’m to tired to tipe this. i’ll try more in a couple days.

thank you for eveything everyone. too kind.